Current Mood: Irritated

Yes this will probably turn into a lovely ranting session. I often rant about things that irritate me and this blog will be no different. The difference is I'm irritated at me!

Have you ever wanted something you couldn't have? Yeah that's the story of my life. The problem is I got what I thought it was I wanted and then after all that time waiting for it I realized I really didn't want it! What is with me???? I know you're sitting there going what are you talking about Yvonne? Well there really is no telling now is there? Its 3:19 am and I'm still awake after having visited myspace for the first time in ages. I realized that I was way behind on things and people that I've known forever are finding love and all that sickening stuff that I use to sit around and long for. Then one day I thought I found it. Well it turns out I wasn't ready for it so I'm not in a relationship anymore which is fine. I have no desire to get married anytime soon I realize that however for some reason when I see people looking at rings and talking about the loves of their lives I get jealous. WHAT IS UP WITH ME??????????????? I guess I just need to pray about it lol. Well that's ok I"m going to get smart and make money and them girls are just gonna get married, have kids and gain weight!!!!!!!!!! LoL I'm just kidding!!! I'm feeling much better now. Thanks blogger fans of mine for listening to my little rampage. I'm off to sleep now!!!!!!